"The average man's love of liberty is nine-tenths imaginary, exactly like his love of sense, justice and truth. He is not actually happy when free; he is uncomfortable, a bit alarmed, and intolerably lonely. Liberty is not a thing for the great masses of men. It is the exclusive possession of a small and disreputable minority, like knowledge, courage and honor. It takes a special sort of man to understand and enjoy liberty -- and he is usually an outlaw in democratic societies. It is, indeed, only the exceptional man who can even stand it. The average man doesn't want to be free. He simply wants to be safe."
-H.L. Mencken
Today I had lunch with my grandparents in honor of their 62nd year of marriage. After a few hours of talking politics and how confusing technology is for them, I began to try and really wrap my head around what 62 years of marriage meant. I pondered the concept in complete awe and came to the conclusion that it is impossible for me to comprehend. Rather, it is only plausible for me to aspire.
In a new era and arguably a new world…can we ever be like our parents or grandparents? Although, growing statistics say no, the romantic and passionate side of me says yes.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Focus
Where have I been? Lately, I have been too busy riding to blog.
Every season I end up putting in the bulk of my base mileage during this time of year. I ride slowly, with one gear, and for hours on end. Last week I rode over 25 hours. All this time in the saddle provides for great opportunity for thought. As a result, every season I end up attaining this burning focus for the start of the season. Typically, if I do not get satisfactory results in March when the season starts, my focus tends to fade.
However, this year something feels different…my focus is stronger and more intense than seasons of the past. I had been toying with the notion of racing a 24 hour solo MTB race for several seasons now, it has always been something I’ve felt I need to accomplish. Recently, I watched the newest documentary from Gripped Films (those who brought you Off Road to Athens) titled 24 Hour Solo. The movie focuses on Chris Etough and his pursuit at a 7th world championship. In the first scene Chris says, “There is something that happens in a 24 hour solo race that is indescribable…in a 24 hour race there is no place to hide…at one point you will come face to face with your soul”.
There have been several races in my career that have evoked a great deal of emotion. This is one of the components of any type of sport that creates addictions and burning passion. The races that have required more than just endurance and strength have always been the most memorable to me and have served as the most meaningful learning experiences. Every person I have talked to that has experienced a 24-hour solo MTB race has tried to describe this emotional experience to me. This season its time I find out what this indescribable feeling is all about. I feel like I have been in the same room with this feeling in the past…however, I do not think we have formally met yet.
In the past, I have always avoided committing to a race of this caliber for fear that it would ruin the rest of my season in terms of training and the toll it would take on my body. However, I cannot fight the urge anymore. I have not yet committed to a specific event, but I am debating on a few events in August to choose from.
Since my decision to focus on a 24-hour race, my priorities have seemed to shift. My lifestyle has been built around my cycling for sometime now, but like the title of this blog, there are many distractions in between. I accept that in order to go into this event competitively I am going to have to make sacrifices. Recently, I have decided to give up my winter employment as a snowboard instructor in order to dedicate more time to training and proper rest. This may be a decision I regret in the future but it currently seems necessary in order to attain my desired fitness level for this season.
I intend to continue to race a full road schedule with a mix of a few select MTB races as well. My logic with selecting an event in August is the hopes that it will lead to keeping good focus and dedication for the majority of the season.
Every season I end up putting in the bulk of my base mileage during this time of year. I ride slowly, with one gear, and for hours on end. Last week I rode over 25 hours. All this time in the saddle provides for great opportunity for thought. As a result, every season I end up attaining this burning focus for the start of the season. Typically, if I do not get satisfactory results in March when the season starts, my focus tends to fade.
However, this year something feels different…my focus is stronger and more intense than seasons of the past. I had been toying with the notion of racing a 24 hour solo MTB race for several seasons now, it has always been something I’ve felt I need to accomplish. Recently, I watched the newest documentary from Gripped Films (those who brought you Off Road to Athens) titled 24 Hour Solo. The movie focuses on Chris Etough and his pursuit at a 7th world championship. In the first scene Chris says, “There is something that happens in a 24 hour solo race that is indescribable…in a 24 hour race there is no place to hide…at one point you will come face to face with your soul”.
There have been several races in my career that have evoked a great deal of emotion. This is one of the components of any type of sport that creates addictions and burning passion. The races that have required more than just endurance and strength have always been the most memorable to me and have served as the most meaningful learning experiences. Every person I have talked to that has experienced a 24-hour solo MTB race has tried to describe this emotional experience to me. This season its time I find out what this indescribable feeling is all about. I feel like I have been in the same room with this feeling in the past…however, I do not think we have formally met yet.
In the past, I have always avoided committing to a race of this caliber for fear that it would ruin the rest of my season in terms of training and the toll it would take on my body. However, I cannot fight the urge anymore. I have not yet committed to a specific event, but I am debating on a few events in August to choose from.
Since my decision to focus on a 24-hour race, my priorities have seemed to shift. My lifestyle has been built around my cycling for sometime now, but like the title of this blog, there are many distractions in between. I accept that in order to go into this event competitively I am going to have to make sacrifices. Recently, I have decided to give up my winter employment as a snowboard instructor in order to dedicate more time to training and proper rest. This may be a decision I regret in the future but it currently seems necessary in order to attain my desired fitness level for this season.
I intend to continue to race a full road schedule with a mix of a few select MTB races as well. My logic with selecting an event in August is the hopes that it will lead to keeping good focus and dedication for the majority of the season.
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